Kamis, 26 April 2012

ALLIGATOR ♥♥♥


Alligator

You’re one of the best thing that has ever happened to me :’)

Setahun terakhir di sma negeri 5 dihabiskan bersama di kelas ini. XII IPA 3. ALLIGATOR. Dengan the best “wali kelas” ever. Mam Tuti :** bener-bener the best teacher. Dengan kata-katanya, perumpamaan-perumpamaannya… bagaimana tidak, saya tidak menjadi sangat mengagumi dan mencintainya. Dengan perhatian dan nasihatnya, juga toleransinya terhadap umat yang berbeda agama. Sungguh, sungguh, dan sungguh.
I LOVE YOU MAM. ALLIGATOR LOVE YOU. WE LOVE YOU.
Tidak hanya wali kelasnya yang dahsyat, tapi anak-anaknya juga dongsss pastinya…
Kami punya anggota kelas yang komplit sekomplit-komplitnya. Lebih komplit dari roti komplit, lebih spesial dari nasi goreng spesial.

Yang pertama, AGUSTRIA. Hi koko. Mau liat yang matanya sipit? Mau liat orang Cina? Ngintip aja ke Alligator. Koko agus ada disana. Duduk dipojok kiri. Tapi hati-hati ya, cowok yang pinter kimia ini suka meledak-ledak. Mungkin dy sedang memikirkan reaksi kimia. Piss koko.

Next… AHMAD FADHIL HIDAYATULLAH. Anak aku ini…. “mamaaaak” begitulah dia memanggil saya. Cowok cerdas ini jadi idola di kelas. Tingkahnya yang cerdas itu menjadi ciri khasnya tersendiri.

ALINDA TANIA kawan sebangku nah, ayuk ini seneng nian samo matematika. Kalo latihan pasti selesai duluan. Kalo ALLIGATOR lagi nonton, nonton film horror. Pasti dia tutup muka. Atuuut!

ANNISA MUTHIYA arsiteknya ALLIGATOR. Rumahnya selalu dijadiin tempat ngumpul. Seneng nian make sepatu aku. Akunya disiksa make sepatu dia. Sempit bung.

BA’DIAH MUNIATI cewek arab, suka ngerayu cewek dan suka digosipin sama pai. Ciyee. Ssst.

BENNY TIRTA PUTRA cowok berkacamata, pinter di bidang IT. Pokoknya kalo ulangan TIK, anak-anak pasti bilang “Ben, TIK ye” maksudnya ngertilah :p

DIAN ANGGRAINI cuteeek, fotografernya ALLIGATOR. Hobinya ngemil, sering bawak ciki :D gelian orangnya, dagunya panjang, suaranya khas, diaaaan :D

DINA HELMAYA ANISJA pengirim pesan ALLIGATOR. Urusan sms meng-sms, cewek inilah bandarnya. Mungil, pinter, sindrom nah… hi Ine :p biarpun sindrom tapi menang award loh… Hi kakak ter-ramah :)

EKA PURNAMASARI kembaran kembaran. Banyak yang bilang kami mirip, bahkan kadang-kadang mereka tertukar. Memanggil eka, elis. Memanggil elis, eka. Yah begitulah. Setiap ada kesempatan kami selalu foto berdua :D twin :*

ELISA YULISTIA. Saya sendiri :)

FADHIAN FADHILLAH SIREGAR, cowok batak ALIGATOR. Tinggi berparas ganteng pacarnya Jessica Iskandar :o maksud saya pacarnya Ollak, mirip Jessica hehe. (Hanya pendapat saya) Atlit Baseball nih…

FAUZIAH KURNIATI “Apakabar SMANLEE?” tau siapa? Pastinya familiar banget dong… cewek inilah presenter kita, presenter di SMANLEE, siapa lagi kalau bukan mbak NIA FAUZI.

JUNIDAR MAYANG SARI F.I.V.E FIVE FIVE GO SMANLEE AAAAAA. Maya itulah nama panggilannya, satu-satunya senior cheers di kelas ALLIGATOR. Maya seri may :)

LIEN DWI ANGGRAINI cewek putih, mirip orang korea karena kulitnya yang putih. Yang unik dari dwik itu, kadang kalo diajak ngomong suka bengong dulu baru ngejawab. haha

LULU FAKHRIYAH cewek cool ini, pinter sekali bahasa Inggris-nya. Cocok dijadiin idola. Serius deh. Sifatnya yang pendiam itu buat orang segan sama dia. Baik dan sopan. Dan seharusnya, farewell kemarin Lulu di bully. Sayangnya para pem-bully lupa -.- keberuntungan berpihak pada Lulu :D

M. BIMO CAHYO ketua kelas ALLIGATOR. Dialah orangnya. SENIOR yang serba bisa dan sangat diandalkan. Katanya pengatur bel sekolah.

M. QOLBIYAN HAKIM vokalis dadakan ALLIGATOR. You’re biutipul biutipul :D  Suka senyum sambil ngangkat kedua mata. Icon-nya itu gini “ :> “ 2 tahun ye sekelas. Hahaha

MIZAN AKBAR “mizan tolong bantu ibu hapus papan” akrab nian samo kata-kata itu. Kakek, tulang, itulah panggilan akrabnya.

MUHAMMAD HADI pendiem. Tapi banyak cewek ALLIGATOR yang deketi hadi. Ara (istri), Icha, Ayu… kata anak cowok cubitan hadi … (Tanya yang cowok)

M. RIDHO ABDILLAH kakak futsal ini, pencetak gol terbanyak :D pinter matematika kakak ini. kalo latihan, suka belajar bareng. 3 tahun sekelas hahaha

M. ZILZALUDDIN PN kakak passus, kakak futsal, banyak ekskul kakak ini. banyak juga yang naksir kakak ini. hahaha. Belajar bareng kak :D 3 tahun sekelas.

MAGHFIRA KANIA PUTRI anak komite, bendahara ALLIGATOR. Naksir sama itu tu itu haha. Nge-fans sama Mario Maurer. Crazy little thing called Love. Kami sama-sama suka film itu. Enak ngomong sama pia, dak susah juga deketnya, padahal aku baru kelas 3 ini kenal pia :)

NEVA ARSITA Nyai, bintang kelas ALLIGATOR. Anaknya mami Juni Humairah hehe. Sudah cantik, rajin, baek, pinter pula. siapo dulu cucunya…. Saya *apo hubungannyo cubo*

NOVI DWI CHANDRA cewek berbehel teman sebangkunya kembaran aku :D pernah sepatunya jadi basah gara-gara nebengi aku waktu itu -.- maafkan saya Novi :)

NUR SARAH AQMI cewek mungil ini, pencipta bahasa baru!! Sungguh kata-kata baru yang dibuatnya itu buat nganga. Caranya bicara pun khas, eksis, dan menular.

RAI AYU MARDHOTILLAH cewek berjilbab, cewek ini mengenakan jilbab saat dia di kelas XII, di ALLIGATOR. Cewek ini cerdas juga, pasangan Fadhil. Istrinya “MANGKUL”. “teman selamanya. Janji” – itulah semboyan Ayu dan Alin-

TOMI ANDREAN DAN VENNY NOVANIA kenapa digabung? Karena mereka adalah sepasang rusa ALLIGATOR. Muka mereka pun mirip. Jodoh jodoh. Langgeng ya teman :)


That’s all.
Maaf teman-teman kalau ada  yang kurang berkenan saya mohon maaf dan kepada allah saya mohon ampun. hehe
saya juga minta maaf kalo selama kita sekelas, saya menyinggung perasaan kalian dan kesalahan-kesalahan lain baik yang disengaja maupun tidak disengaja. Makasih sudah menerima saya sebagai teman kalian :D

SUKSES BUAT KITA SEMUA :))

Remember!! Side by side or miles apart, dear friends are always close to the heart.


Friends become Sisters


Apa ya apa ya apa ya??? Inilah beberapa saudara saya... yang saya kenal di awal saya masuk SMA Negeri 5 Palembang. Yang menemani saya selama di SMAN 5. 3 dari mereka menjadi teman seperjuangan saya selama 3 tahun :')



Alinda Tania
Good listener, good adviser. Terlalu banyak kenangan sama cewek “mungil” satu ini. Dia yang ngasih aku nama panggilan yang bertahan sampe sekarang “Kelis” sungguh aku mencintai nama itu. Itu terdengar sangat spesial. Dari cewek ini juga aku banyak belajar. Mungkin dari segi umur aku lebih tua (16 hari) tapi kalo dari cara pandang, pikiran, bisa diakui Alin lebih dewasa. Mungkin karena hobinya juga yang suka banget baca buku. Novel-novel. Metropop. Dan sekarang….. Suzanne Collins’ novel fever. Epic novel trilogy The Hunger Games, dia punya. Addict sungguh addict. #teamPeeta. Ga bakalan cukup segini kalo mau nyeritain tentang cewek ini. So, sekian dulu :D

Amirah Adillah
Temen sebangku 2 tahun. Setia ngajari aku, jarang nyatet pas belajar. Dia selalu bilang “elis nyatet gek ami pinjem”. Kejadian lucunya, pas pelajaran fisika… kami berantem beberapa hari sebelumnya dan mau baIkan lagi… Ami nulis surat dikertas terus ngasih ke aku (itu pelajaran fisika) kalo diinget-inget yaa  surat itu dan cara baikan hahaha… masih ado dak mi suratnyo?

Annisa Muthiya
Adik bungsu yg hobinya ngebully. Korban bully langganan dia ya… saya ini -.- aku menjadi orang yang menjengkelkan untuk dia hahaha. Tapi tenang meskipun kayak itu, sisi baiknya banyak kok. Aku paling seneng kalo sudah dengerin dia ngomong dengan suara bonekanya, suara anak-anak. Dasar mami onyed ! -Gadis tegar dan royal :)-

Annisa Rindu Rahmahdian
Adik yang baik hati dan perhatian. Temen seperjuangan nyari wifi dan dibully bersin sama icha. Selalu ngingetin untuk berhenti maen laptop :D Nasihatnya ngena. Nisa ni baik, sabar, penyayang. Beruntung nian yang memiliki hatinya :) Siapa dia?? yah Putra atau Nyeput. Jaga baik-baik adik saya yaa :') YU- KEY - ES         :)

Btari Qarisma
Cewek cantik dan baik hati ini, satu hal yang paling berkesan, dia pernah bilang “kalo elis itu cowok, aku mau jadi pacar elis” haha aku juga yakin kalo banyak cowok yang mau jadi pacar Tari. Tapi sayangnya Cuma ada satu cowok yang beruntung. And the luckiest boy is Fahri. The boy who belong to Tari :D

Hardianti Sri Utami
Neneeeeeeeeeek…. Nenek aku nian ini :D hobi nian narik rambut. Kalo sudah ketemu nenek perasaan yang khas muncul… namanya juga ketemu nenek :p (haha piss)

Imas Permatasari
Mamaaaaaah…. Cewek lucu, pinter acting, kreatif, selalu mengingatkan saya pada FITROP. Kado special pernah dia berikan pada saya di ultah ke 17 :’) terharu. Kalo bisa mungkin akan saya upload video-nya ;)

Neva Arsita
Nyaiiiiii…. Abadi juga panggilan untuk cewek yang satu ini. sudah melekat. Nyai nyai :D sudah piter, cantik, bisa ngelawak pula. haha. Korban yg sering kena tipu oleh bestiesnya. Kata-kata yg selalu ditunggu “iyo apo?” jegar kalo kata” itu la keluar. Lampu merah kedap-kedip, muka sumringah muncul haha 

Puty Nanda Dewi
Hai cuy!! Cs nian ini hahaha, temen seperjuangan belajar, temen seperjuangan nyasar!! Rempong… bakat jadi pelawak. Hmm sering bebalah sm cewek ini waktu kelas XI tapi itulah yang memperkuat pertemanan kami. Tanpa ngomong apapun kalo sudah ketemu rasanya kayak abis cerita panjang lebar :')

Vanny Oktarina  Mangindaan
Mabuhay! Kenapa saya menyapa cewek manado yang cantik ini dengan bahasa tagalog? Yak.. pasti kalian semua masih ingat. Tahun lalu, cewek ini menjadi presenter di Smanlee awards. Dia mewakili Negara Filipina. “ehm” haha. Dari sinilah dia menemukan benih-benih cinta dengan seorang cowok “Jerman”  bernama Naufal. Partner nge-MC nya dia saat itu (setahun yang lalu).

so many memories, so many jokes, and also many stupid fights hehe.
maafkan saya ya temans :') sukses buat kita semua!!

Here's to the nights that turned into mornings with the friends that turned into family.



“Are we going to be friends forever?” Asked Piglet. 
“Even longer,” Pooh answered.









Senin, 23 April 2012

112 ways to say... I LOVE YOU



English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) 
Armenian - Yes kez sirumen
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi 
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a 
Catalan - T'estimo
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) 
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Frisian - Ik hâld fan dy 
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo 
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe (Thanks Craig)
Hebrew - Ani ohev otah (to female) 
Hebrew - Ani ohev et otha (to male) 
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw 
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Aku mencintaimu / Aku cinta kamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene 
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu 
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort 
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing'I Love You')
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan 
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe 
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu 
Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)
Thai - Phom rak khun (to female) 
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo 
Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female) 
Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male) 
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di 
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe


enjoy it ^^ you lovers.

30 days


Derick: 
I guess we are the left-overs in this world.

Lily: 
I think so...all of my friends have boyfriends, and we are the only the 2 people left in this world without any special person in our lives.

Derick: 
Yup, I don't know what to do.

Lily: 
I know! We'll play a game.

Derick: 
What game?

Lily: 
I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days 
and you will be my boyfriend.

Derick: 
That's a great plan, in fact, I don't have anything to do 
much for the following few weeks.

DAY 1: 
They watch their first movie 
and they both are touched by the romantic film.

DAY 4: 
They went go to the beach and have a picnic. Derick and Lily have their quality time together.

DAY 12: 
Derick invited Lily to a circus and they ride through a Horror House. 
Lily was scared and she thought she touched Derick's hand but she actually touched someone else's hand they both laughed.

DAY 15: 
They saw a fortune teller down the road, and they asked for their future advice.
The fortune teller said: 
"My darlings, please don't waste the time of your life, spend the rest of your time together, happily." Then tears flowed out from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20: 
Lily invited Derick to go to the hill 
and they saw a meteor; Lily mumbled something.

DAY 28: 
They sat on the bus, and because of a bumpy road Lily gave her first kiss to Derick by accident.

DAY 29: 
11:37 pm: 
Lily and Derick sat in the park where they first decided to play this game.

Derick: 
I'm tired Lily...Do you want anything to drink? I'll buy you one...I'll just go down the road.

Lily: 
An Apple Juice, that's all. Thank you.

Derick: 
Wait for me.

20 minutes later 
A stranger approached Lily

Stranger: 
Are you a friend of Derick?

Lily: 
Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: 
A reckless drunk driver ran over Derick, and he is in critical condition in the hospital.

11:57 pm:
The doctor walked out of the emergency room; he handed Lily an apple juice and a letter.

Doctor: 
We found this in Derick's pocket.

Lily reads the letter and it says: 
Lily, These past few weeks, I realized you are a really cute girl, and I am really falling for you-your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game. Before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life.
I love you, Lily.

Lily crumpled up the paper and shouted: 

"Derick! I don't want you to die-
I love you; remember that night when we saw a meteor and I mumbled something. I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and that we would never have to end this game. Please don't leave me Derick .. I love you! You can't do this to me!"

Then the clock strikes 12... 

Derick's heart stopped pumping...

It was the 30th day.

WO O O


*12 signs your falling in love*

12. You'll read his/her txts over and over again...
11. You'll walk really really slow while you're with him/her...
10. You'll pretend 2 be shy whenever you're with him/her...
9. While thinking bout him/her...your heart will beat faster and faster...
8. By listening to his/her voice...you'll smile for no reason.
7. While looking at him/her..you cant see the other people around you...you can only see that person...
6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.
5. He/She becomes all you think about
4. You'll get high just by their smell...
3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them..
2. You'll do anything for him/her...
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.....

krik krik


10th grade 

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade 
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 

Senior year 
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 

Graduation Day 
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later 
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Minggu, 08 April 2012

Sabtu, 07 April 2012

Cowok Ganteng Hari Ini :))

JEAN LUC BILODEAU!!
November 4, 1990 in Vancouver, BC  Canada.

Ganteng!! hahaha

Mirip "kakak kain" :p tapi Jean putih, "kakak kain" hitam manis.
Kenal Jean dari film "16 WISHES" film ini diproduksi tahun 2010. Dia berperan sebagai Jay, teman baik Abby.
Filmnya baguuus :) pemerannya apalagi :D

Disinilah benih-benih fans muncul... ciyee. Alin dan Saya menyukai JAYYY cowok ganteng, manis, mirip "kakak kain" hahaha

Saya yakin Jean ada keturunan timurnya :3 (semoga ada) karena actually saya kurang suka cowok barat. Saya lebih suka yang Asia Asia :p hihi

Cowok Asia itu.... mukanya kalo ganteng, ganteng bangeet nget nget. (berarti kalo jelek, jelek banget dong? eh haha) garis wajah, bentuk muka, rautnya, welehweleh... pokok'e bagusan Asia. Seganteng apapun cowok barat itu, saya lebih memilih cowok Asia :') kalo cowok barat itu mukanya gitu-gitu aja, kurang art, kurang berseni, tapi kalo Asiaaa... gantengnya dapet banget hehehe (y) yeayy !!!


nih fotonya JEAN LUC unyuuuk hahaha cakep, belagak =))





 




  















cool cool cool
Aliiiin :DD


 tapi tetep, the most handsome, sweetest guy is ... hehe the guy who is always in my heart and my mind >.< 

Jumat, 06 April 2012

apo??

apo?
idak...

apo??
idak.

apo???
idaaaaaaaaaak!

*iyo,iyo. tunggulah sano :') 
#plak nak manas-manasi pulo hahaha

Pillow Talk: Setiap Hati Punya Rahasia



Kami ‘bersahabat’ sejak kecil. 


Tepatnya, kalau ada kata lain untuk menggambarkan sesuatu yang melampaui ‘sahabat’, maka kata itulah kami. 



Berbagi cerita, berbagi rahasia. Bahkan, tanpa disadari, kami pun membagi cinta. 



Tapi, apakah kau tahu, rasanya saling mencintai namun bertahan untuk tidak saling memiliki? 


Percayalah, ini lebih buruk dari sekadar patah hati. 
Ini bukan kisah cinta yang ingin kau alami.


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"mempertahankan pertemanan akan lebih baik apabila sulit untuk saling memiliki"

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aku dak mau jawaaaab, lebih baik tetep kayak ini. masih bisa ngobrol. masih bisa ketawa. bisa nyembuhin kangen. 


ngapo harus dipakso? aku pengen jawab yes, tapi apo ngaruh? akankah lebih baik? maybe yes maybe no, iyakan? kau pasti bakalan ketawo kalo kujawab langsung. sudah cukup jelas. aku sudah bilang aku suka sama kau. please, tolong cukup itu bae. kalo aku bilang iya, aku bakalan penasaran lagi. aku sedih kalo inget. terlalu sempurna kau tu arghh, hahaha -.- 


aku normal, kita sudah kenal cukup lamo. aku nyaman samo kau, kau manis, ganteng pulo. cewek mano yang dak seneng? tapi tapi... kenapa harus ado kejadian-kejadian janggal. 
itu buat aku sedih. aku percaya samo kau. hati aku percaya samo kau. aku mengenal kau sebagai r.l. tapi tetep akal sehat aku, logika aku minta bukti.







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